In this blog-series accompanying our project of updating the Peace and Conflict Studies lectures (we call it PACS 164-c), Kimberlyn David reviews some of the key material of the course from a personal lens in an effort to generate personal reflection and the application of course content.
“Why do we keep trying not to see the human and invest in what fails?” asks Professor Michael Nagler, who’s speaking about the tolls of militarized security and alienation in his opening course lecture.
The word “invest” strikes chords with me. The typical associations pop into mind: banks, stock markets, corporate tax rates, subprime mortgages, the Fed. Then an unfriendly reminder arises: I owe nearly $70k in student loans, with no certain possibility of paying them off. As the interest on these burdensome loans accumulates, so does the financial power of the world’s wealthiest individuals and corporations.
There’s at least one direct link between my student debt and Professor Nagler’s question about investing in what fails. As a society, we’ve literally bought the failed idea that education comes at an exorbitant cost. Upon earning my M.A., I had started paying off my loans at a rapid clip, but in the wake of the 2008 crash, I simultaneously joined two ranks—the unemployed and the highly indebted. In paying off large chunks of my loans, I had reserved almost nothing for myself, investing in the bank’s financial future with no consideration of my own. It took nearly four years to get over feeling like a naive failure as well as a number on some bank’s spreadsheet. That’s alienation for you.
I’m no longer ashamed of my indebtedness, but I remain troubled by the moral transgressions underwriting injustices like mass debt and the forms of violence that accompany such injustices. So I’m taking Metta Center’s 8-week course in nonviolence to glean theoretical and practical insights on human decency.
Metta Center invites participants to contribute a skill as “payment” for taking the course (ha ha: no student loans required!). I’ve volunteered to blog about the class material and my reflections on nonviolence. As I can’t join the class in person (I currently live in Panama), reflective writing lets me “pay” in a way that I find both productive and meaningful.
Reflective writing encourages us to peel away our layers—the emotional scars and ingrained beliefs that can deter empathy and compassion. Writing can therefore be a powerful process of healing, discovery and connection. Which makes it a beneficial exercise in nonviolence that anyone can do.
What else can each of us do to effectively practice nonviolence? Professor Nagler and the Metta Center outline these actions:
- Cultivate personal power
- Avoid mass media
- Learn about nonviolent culture and techniques
- Deepen our consciousness with spiritual practices
- Relate to people personally
- Tell our human stories of interconnection; that we are mind, body and spirit
Sharing our personal stories offers an antidote to alienation—revealing who we are brings us face-to-face with our vulnerabilities. Mainstream culture tends to regard vulnerability as a shameful weakness, something to shove under the rug. And yet our ability to feel and peacefully confront our life wounds is precisely what makes us strong. At the heart of cultivating inner power is our capacity to be vulnerable. I constantly relearn this truth in my meditation practice and in my relationships with others.
Our life stories are the means for genuine, personable connection as well as spiritual growth. I’ll therefore keep mingling my personal stories with the course material over these next 8 weeks.
I hope my guest posts will serve as juicy conversation starters. So kindly tell me in the comments below: Where does my story intersect with yours? Since I’m always on the lookout for inspiration, I’d also like to know how practices of nonviolence serve you, your loved ones and your community. Thanks in advance for sharing.
Kimberlyn,
Thanks for starting us off, and with such a moving story! My grandson has graduated med school with enough debt to sink Europe. I see here an intersection of a) Gandhian economics (week five, I think) and b) human values — meaning of ‘education’.
Dear Ms. David:
Your story is profound and amazing. I am a former student of Dr. Nagler’s. Dr. Nagler teaches a lot about Einstein’s thought in relation to Non-Violence. Do you know that Einstein also once said, “The most powerful force in the universe is compound interest?”
Funny but true! I get so sad when I see peace-loving students like yourself burdened with debt. I want you to know that you can be financially free. I took many of the principles I learned from Michael and Easwaran and invested in this goal using non-violence and a spirit of charity and detachment to the fruits of my labor and achieved financial freedom.
Hang in there and believe in yourself. You can be free of the debt you mention. I will pray for you in this area of your life.
Your debt is nothing when compared to your capacity to give and be creative.
“Your debt is nothing when compared to your capacity to give and be creative.” Thanks for the wisdom, Jodi. I couldn’t agree with you more here! And I very much believe in myself :).
We as a society can choose to make financial freedom a reality for *everyone*: debt, and money in general, are just human inventions. So I don’t see my debt as an individual problem with an individual solution. It’s a societal issue requiring a societal solution.
Thanks for sharing your personal experiences—I really appreciate “meeting” you :).
Hi. I started trading as self-employed in 1989. I was amazed to see that my income for last year had actually gone down. To £4.4k, (for tax purposes). Two maxims got me through my M.A.: Gandhi’s “He who strives will not perish” and St Teresa’s “Patience achieves the goal”. I still owe £5k. The joke is that now the price of an undergrraduate degree here in the UK is £9k per year. And you can’t teach without a PhD. As a “contribution” to the course I hope to write something on Eric Reinart, the Norwegian Economist who has a radical critique of Ricardo and is totally against the Free Trade of the Washington Concensus, and Ernesto Laclau’s criticism of Hegel in his attempt to understand “antagonism”. It’s nearly Saturday. I’m going to the seaside tomorrow.
Hi Kimberly,
Thanks for the bio and words of inspiration. You mentioned interest in how our paths are possibly connecting. (Thanking God to have signed up for this course) Interestingly, my husband submitted an application to serve as Peace Corps volunteers and one of the countries presented to him, today, was Panama. We also received today pictures from our daughter-in-law and son of our first grandchild, in the womb. Asking prayers that God will lead us strongly to where He wants us. Having been a trained entomologist for some years, working on mosquitoes, I am aware of the history of medical entomology having many roots in the malaria problem along the Panama Canal. Wondering how are things down there-healthwise, now. Hope you are well. Take care and many blessings,
Gratefully, Agnes Vargo
There is a conversation to be had about credit and viable sustainability. I don’t know if any of you are familiar with Richard Duncan’s book “The New Depression”. He says our system has about 15 years maximum. Our credit system is fine so ling as it is constantly expanding. He says we should change the character of debt away from personal borrowing to public borrowing and invest trillions into key development areas. We saw yesterday, the European interest rate cut to .05%. Here in Britain it was .5. That provides the opportunity for massive investments to be made. My concern, and point of engagement with this course’s discussion is around sustainablility. It would seem to be desirable to develop and protect industrial and service sector development. This, says Eric Reinart is the way to develop agriculture by keeping real wages high and not diminishing, to ride the wave of technology and the spikes of productivity. I served for several years here on Britain’s All Party Parliamentary Committee for Agriculture. My wife’s father is a smallholder in Kenya. The Parliamentary concern was to feed the planet. To develop agriculture. I have become convinced of Reinart’s argument. People need money in order to buy things. One coherent reason for 2008 is that the Chinese workers were not paid enough to buy anything. Trouble is, Duncan says, even if the Chinese wage is increased to $10 per day, there are 2 million Indians willing to work for $5. Let me fill in the form to claim childcare from my wife, Faith’s, college. Good Morning America!
Hi, Mike. Thanks for the book tip. Maybe Duncan’s book would make for a great dialogue with Charles Eisenstein’s Sacred Economics: Money, Gift, and Society in the Age of Transition, which, as the title conveys, offers an old-but-new take on money and its human(e) purposes.
I’m not convinced that buying (i.e. consuming) our way out of debt/financial problems is the way to go. I’d love to know more about your views on sustainability/development.
Lovely day to you.
Thanks to Kimberlyn for heartfelt comment on NV. I am in because am active in Peace Action Maine, in effort to bring the consciousness of NV to light in the world, particularly in relation to conflicts in Gaza, Ukraine, Syria, Iraq.
I wish your husband the best with his Peace Corps work. No need to be concerned about malaria in Panama—these days it exists in remote places (Darien) and only very rarely. You can find decent health care here (as long as you can afford it, like everywhere else). Congratulations on the new addition to your family. Love and joy to you all.
I have been an activist and, off and on unknowing nonviolent person since the age of 15; about 51 years ago. That means a lot of starts and stops, detours, backtracking, mistakes and outright wrongheadedness. I have realized that I (possibly everyone?) need to take this piece and that piece and cobble them together with other pieces and my pieces to build something that works for me. Seems it’s that way for most everything. I need to manage my inner lives with my outer lives to attain the ability to effectively and comfortably live. For me nonviolence doesn’t seem ‘natural’. I come from a background of many levels and kinds of violence. Nonviolence is very much a conscious and deliberate choice.I did not like where I ‘lived’ and looked for a new ‘address’. I started this stumbling journey to a new ‘address’ and repeatedly came back to the one of violence, sometimes by choice and sometimes seemingly by accident. But for every 9 steps backward I was able to take 10 forward. I will share my beginnings and journey with those interested. I’m still on that journey, along with many others. I have come to a point where, although not finished (by a long shot) I can see a lot of progress. I’ve come to, not only love myself, but even like myself – a vary tremendous and significant journey in itself. That tells a very little bit of who and what I am so you have a basis to place context to my statements and comments.
Developing the inner and outer nonviolent person (differentiated from the peaceful person) is the way I must work on my becoming. I’m wondering if this simultaneous method is the way you need to work or do work.
Indeed, we need to strive for Jubilee wisdom of the Law of Moses, practicing an economy characterized by community and forgiveness rather than competition and retribution. Evidently this vision really caught on in the Early Church, for the book of Acts tells us that goods were held in common so that none were indebted and all had their needs met. Calling his disciples to turn to God and one another rather than an unjust system to provide for their daily bread, Jesus got to the deepest roots of the people’s bondage and enlivened their liberation…
That being said…I also believe that individually we do make choices that enslave us and indebt us. Even those among us who “Live Simply So Others Can Simply Live” can STILL examine our lives to root out actions that tend to be debt enlarging.
Sorry, it sounds a bit new age-y but I have sincerely have found that the more I give away and the more I forgive the more debt has disappeared from my life.
Also, I examined if I was spiritually “charging interests” to others that I loved.
Yes, the monetary system *is* a humanly created system but I have also found that when I sincerely, regularly and without fail donated and gave to charity my debt “problems” were solved.
Even the smallest act of sacrifice like not buying a Starbucks coffee and walking the $3.15 over to the office of a charity releases the bonds of debt!
I know it all sounds cheesy but I share this with you because it changed my life!
I’ve known of the concept of Jubilee for decades and thought ‘nice concept, too bad nobody seems to practice it’.I have also practiced something I heard about long ago, ‘when someone wants to borrow, make it a gift’ to a degree. I rarely told the ‘borrower’ it was a gift, I just forgot about it, if they paid it back, good, if not, also good. I began to feel taken advantage of, so I started keeping track of some of it. Then I began making a fairly good wage and the amounts borrowed began getting bigger. Then I inherited more and the borrowing went into the tens of thousands. I started noticing the people who ‘owed’ me began to avoid me and those I ran into seemed to feel uncomfortable. I thought about this for over a year, not liking what was happening to relationships with people I cared about. Finally I declared Jubilee. I contacted those who ‘owed’ me money and told them they owed me nothing, that their ‘debt’ was wiped clean and they owed me nothing. Each one was puzzled, some questioned me and I explained they and their friendship was more important to me than the money. Again, each thanked me, some said little else, some insisted they owed me and those I told ‘that’s up to you, as far as I’m concerned you owe me nothing.’ Then an amazing thing happened, not that they gave me what they felt they ‘owed’ me, although some did, not that the relationships improved, although many did, but that in releasing them, whether they felt indebted or not, I was released too. I didn’t even realize that I was bound, but I was. I still give people what I can when they are in need, again I don’t tally it. But now, I’m not bound by it. Wonderful, isn’t it?
“I explained they and their friendship was more important to me than the money.” YES, Tom, that is indeed wonderful! I’m inspired by your desire and ability to share—and without attachment. I would like to know more about your journey to wisdom. Your story itself is a gift, an example of how vital it is to give without expecting any kind of “return on investment.”
The 2008 crash was an enslaving and indebting force that I had no choice over—I didn’t choose for the banks to rig the system. The crash was also a fiercely liberating force: it showed me the way out of the idea that money always = security and freedom. I now do the work I want to do in the world, regardless of whether that work earns me a lot of money. I’d rather serve others than spend time figuring out how to fill up my bank account. That is definitely a choice that keeps me indebted, and it’s one that I find empowering rather than enslaving.
http://www.othercanon.org/documenting/index.html
A main purpose of The Other Canon is to develop a Theory of Uneven Development, and with it the tools and policies needed for poor nations and regions to achieve decent living conditions through their own economic activities, rather than as welfare recipients. An important tool for building such a theory is the History of Economic Policy, documenting the policies used by presently rich countries as they went from poverty to wealth. The History of Economic Policy is a discipline that differs significantly from the history of economic thought. A main reason for this difference lies in the large discrepancies between theoretical economics and the policies that have actually been carried out, both historically and presently. To exemplify: we seek to document the actual policies carried out in England rather than what Adam Smith recommended England to do.
The greater part of the most influential economics books in history, and their authors, are not mentioned in today’s textbooks in the history of economic thought. In fact, these textbooks tend to focus as if economics originated in physiocracy, a tradition that was very short-lived in terms of actual policy influence. The anti-physiocrats, who established the policies that made Europe into a wealthy continent during the decades and centuries to follow, are hardly ever mentioned.
The Kress Collection at Harvard University contains the world’s most famous collection of economics books. Its former curator, Kenneth Carpenter, has worked for decades collecting data on the translations of economics books, thus documenting how ideas moved across Europe. The sheer volume of translations is indicated by the fact that only from and into Swedish there were more than 200 translations of economics books before 1850. Kenneth Carpenter has put this material at the disposal of The Other Canon Foundation to be published on the web. He will himself assist in the editing. Carpenter’s legendary ‘The Economic Bestsellers Before 1850’ – out of print for decades already – documents the editions and translations of the 40 economics books that reached the highest number of editions.